I don't want to think anyone is dead. It's just that you experience the usual downs of life, and you had enough of it, you left, went away. But you're still there, somewhere, and someday we might meet again. If you're glad that it ended or you should have stayed(if you could), that's for you to say because right now you can't go back. But enough with the pain and sadness, nangyari na ang nangyari. Go to heaven or be reincarnated and if you want or can, wait for us, or move on and meet other people. But of course, it will be better for me, if I meet again those people that I love and appreciated that already left.